{"product_id":"ryan-james-caruthers-i-thought-that-i-would-be-in-heaven-but-i-am-only-up-a-tree-1","title":"Ryan James Caruthers, I Thought That I Would Be in Heaven but I Am Only up a Tree","description":"\u003cp class=\"\" data-rte-preserve-empty=\"true\"\u003e\u003cmeta charset=\"utf-8\"\u003e\u003cspan\u003eIn I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE IN HEAVEN BUT I AM ONLY UP A TREE, Ryan James Caruthers recounts his time spent in the forest as a child, escaping the societal challenges related to his identity. Despite feeling the unnaturalness imposed upon his young queer body, he found comfort in nature.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eBut for all of these allusions to crises, the central impulse in these photos, the one steadfast and pervasive feeling, is awe. They hold stark warnings but don’t force the easy, reductive “cause,” possessing instead an inexhaustible refusal of closure or conclusion. – \u003c\/em\u003e\u003cspan\u003eOcean Vuong, 2023\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan\u003eCaruthers endeavours to rediscover himself within the California landscape, aiming to conjure moments from his adolescence and reconnect with his origins. Inspired by Caspar David Friedrich’s painting “The Monk by the Sea,” his search for self among the trees evokes an intimate connection akin to that of lovers, reflecting his desire to surrender to an unpredictable force. Acknowledging the impermanence of his presence in the forest, Caruthers is confronted with evidence of humanity’s impact, realising that the very environment that once nurtured his identity is threatened by human existence. Despite this, his search for self continues as he embraces the uncertainty of finding a true reflection in the landscape.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cem\u003eNature itself is queer — a realm of alterity that speaks in a mysterious language of light, wind, and rain. – \u003c\/em\u003e\u003cspan\u003eRyan James Caruthers, 2023\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cspan\u003eRyan James Caruthers is an American photographer based in Los Angeles. Caruthers’ work oscillates between multiple genres of photography, including portraiture, landscape, and fashion. In 2017, Caruthers was awarded the British Journal of Photography Breakthrough Award for his undergraduate thesis project, Tryouts. Caruthers has exhibited his work at Leslie Lohman Museum, Colette Paris, Saint Laurent, and more. He graduated with a BFA from Parsons, the New School for Design.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"FORMA Editions","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":57558149300559,"sku":"PK2346","price":45.0,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0774\/3068\/6031\/files\/PKB_3922.jpg?v=1777042282","url":"https:\/\/publicknowledgebooks.com\/products\/ryan-james-caruthers-i-thought-that-i-would-be-in-heaven-but-i-am-only-up-a-tree-1","provider":"Public Knowledge","version":"1.0","type":"link"}